攉出去了

I'm not going to weight 'it' anymore. Rest is what I needed. So tired! if I keep doing this.

Ahh~~~Felt better! It's no big deal. No need to live as same or make it much better than the others. Soon will be over anyway. Just hope it is now.

Plus no real definate shortcomings anyway. Still liveable.

From now on redeem time to eat/drink/be consititued by Him. And let Him drift me onwards.

426# Remove My Covering, Lord

1. Remove my covering, Lord,
   That I may see Thy light,
   And be deceived no more,
   But all things see aright.
• Oh, may Thy living light, Lord,
  Scatter all my night, Lord,
  And everything make bright, Lord,
  For this I pray to Thee.
2. I hardly know myself;
   Deceived so much by pride,
   I often think I'm right
   And am self-satisfied.
3. I know Thee even less;
   In doctrine, shallowly;
   True revelation lack
   Of Thy reality.
4. As for Thy life within,
   In darkness I mistake—
   If spirit or the flesh,
   One for the other take.
5. As for Thy way, O Lord,
   I often am not clear;
   I toward seclusion tend
   And from the pathway veer.
6. As for Thy will for me,
   I do not know it well;
   I substitute my own
   And often would rebel.
7. As for the church, I need
   Thy revelation more,
   The Body-life to know,
   Thy wisdom to explore.
8. I long to be unveiled,
   In everything made clear,
   No more to be deceived
   Or to my pride adhere.

374# Unto Him that hath Thou givest

1. Unto him that hath Thou givest
   Ever more abundantly;
   Lord, I live because Thou livest,
   Therefore give more life to me,
   Therefore speed me in the race,
   Therefore let me grow in grace.
2. Deepen all Thy work, O Master,
   Strengthen every downward root;
   Only do Thou ripen faster,
   More and more Thy pleasant fruit;
   Purge me, prune me, self abase;
   Only let me grow in grace.
3. Let me grow by sun and shower,
   Every moment water me;
   Make me really, hour by hour,
   More and more conformed to Thee,
   That Thy loving eye may trace
   Day by day my growth in grace.
4. From Thy fulness grace outpouring,
   Show me ever greater things;
   Raise me higher, sunward soaring,
   Mounting as on eagle-wings.
   By the brightness of Thy face,
   Ever let me grow in grace.
5. Let me, then, be always growing,
   Never, never standing still,
   Listening, learning, better knowing
   Thee and Thy most blessed will.
   Till I win the glorious race,
   Daily let me grow in grace.
   

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I am not a so-called

Again I am being reminded and how true the Truth is. Thanks!

This word has blown me off
To be a normal Christian, to be today’s overcomers, to answer the Lord’s present calling, and to meet the Lord’s present need in His recovery, it is altogether not sufficient simply to be a so-called good brother or good sister, attending the church meetings regularly, behaving rightly, and living a life which is somewhat perfect in the eyes of men.

Then I questioned so what do we have to be?
We need to be one with God in His history, moving, and energizing in His loving overcomers; that is, we need to be one with God in life, in living, and in our entire doing today on this earth! We need to write God’s today’s history! We need to march on as one with the energizing God! In Him! With Him! By Him! And for Him! We need to be vital, living, and active! We need to be today’s Joshuas and Calebs to take possession of the God-promised land for Christ that we may become His possession. We need to be today’s Ruths to turn to God’s economy, to enter into the land of Immanuel, and to marry ourselves to Christ that we may bring forth Christ to meet the need of men today. This should be the intrinsic life-study of these three books—Joshua, Judges, and Ruth. The issue of this life-study should be the gaining of the God-promised land for Christ and the bringing forth of the excellent Christ to meet today’s need of both God and men.

Capture from
Life-Study of Joshua, Judges & Ruth
http://www.ministrybooks.org/books.cfm?id=%23%2F%40%5B%25%0A

Haha..eventually everyone will be a believer. The only matter is time - wheather you are now or later. The one now will have chance to be greatly rewarded!

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Yet still replacing Himself back much much more........

He tends to take all things that I have but He actually replaces it with Himself much more.. Though everything is sure to pass away and everyone is going their own way, I should not be afraid because I have the LORD..

1. Loving You, Lord's all I'm living for;
Loving You, Lord, to the uttermost.
Lord, forgive me if I've left my first love,
That's the bridal love to You.
You are more than anyone I love.
You are more than anything I have,
Even my dear self; nothing can compare
To my beloved Bridegroom.

chours: I give You the first place in all things by faith. Let nothing take Your place in all my heart. Infuse me with Yourself abundantly 'Til we meet, dear Lord. I'll love You with the best love.

2. You've the right to take all that I love,
But replace it with Yourself much more.
You are what I need, give Yourself to me,
Do not give all that I want.
Everything is sure to pass away,
Everyone is going their own way.
But I still have You and You have me too,
Loving one another's sweet.

3. I treasure my time alone with You,
Just to gain the best love You long for.
My dearest Husband, draw me with Yourself
Into Your chambers right now.
Be the first in all my work and life,
Be the first in all my service too.
In relationships, You must be the first;
Have preeminence in me.

Hymnal.net

My real and living one.....

is Him, sweet and cherishable. Ask me why? *shy+grin* ^_^ I have seen His heart and desire and love for me, correctly is for us. Thank you for the Recovery Version Bible to make me see clearer of His heart & desire and the goal in the Bible.

To be honest I wouldn't take Him in if I only know Him like what the general public knows about Him. I wouldn't want a God that will make me become a religious person, terrifying of punishment if I didn't pray, serve and give offering every often. Ya I will thank Him for the salvation since I understand we were sinner, but that will not make me love Him but just appreciating only. I don't want just that. Maybe God hear that. So I would say it is Him who has attracted me. The more I see His heart and desire which has reveiled in the Bible and that is the more that makes me love Him. If you also want to know about what is His heart and desire, just pray to Him, tell Him you want to seek Him.

I now always, everday, every moment declaring 'Oh Lord I love you, make yourself at home in me, where I abide in you and you abide in me', I like this experience. I treasure Him. I want Him to come back quickly. I want this age to end soon and I want His kingdom come quick.

Just like this hymn sings -

The goal of the gospel is that, loving the Lord Jesus with the first love,
^--do you wonder why?^
we would pour out upon Him, pour out upon Him what is most precious to us, even our most costly and valuable spiritual treasure,
"wasting" ourselves upon Him.
Even our most costly and valuable spiritual treasure,
"wasting" ourselves upon Him.

Lemon cream with berry compote

YUM!!! Sourness from the cream and sweetness from the berry. It is a wonderful combinations once it moves to back of your throat. It is so easy to make. Just simmer the cream in a pan, add in lemon juice (without the sacs), simmer again then pour into a mold (any bowl, glass will do). The magic is the lemon juice because it curds the cream so you get creamy/yellow/smooth/cheesecakey texture. It was a success for me for the first time but fail at the second because I didn't add enough lemon juice in. Well I'm just not into following any food recipe precisely. Anyway here you go.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/food/recipes/database/lemoncreamwithberryc_92266.shtml

Settle in my new place!

Sorry for being away for such a longggggggggggg time. I went away to get settle in my new place. It is a cosy rented little ground floor flat. Thanks to my dear friend and sister in Christ, Chloe. The place is good for a family and most important... I now have my place to welcome saints to meet here. So far my place has been ~10 times open for this purpose and I believe there will be more to come. God bless this place and let this home be your way to build up and cherrish all of us in the church life.The flat is on the ground floor. Front has a small land for my vege plot, back has a compound area for BBQ blending, upstair is my neighbour, 2 toilets & 2 bedrooms to accomodate people here, a cosy living room and a restaurant function kind of kitchen. That is my new place. WELCOMEEE to drop by.